A Story of Flightless Bird

This is a story of Flightless Bird, who was a Strong Bird before. He has a partner that he really loves along the time. They grow together, do everything together, dream together, and fly around the world. Until one time,they fly to a place that was so dark, full of big trees; they dont even know where they are. At the moment, they found that some of bird hunters looking for them, fastly they tried to escape them. To make his lovely bird save, The strong bird fly behind her. When  they thought they already far away from the hunters, suddenly, one shoot came from nowhere hits the right wings of the strong bird. He felt away and saw his lovely bird just be quiet and dont do anything. He also saw the eyes full of afraidness from his lovely bird. A moment later, another bird coming to show her the other way and tried to persuade the lovely bird that the strong bird will die and no future inside him. Then, she left him lonely and helpless.

The strong bird became a flightless bird. With pouring blood, he wake up, tried to walk with all of his strength with tears fall down from his eyes as he know he was leaved and betrayed by the only one happiness in his life. In the time he almost give up, then coming an auhentic bird with a beautifull eyes reach and try to help him. she listen to all his stories with full heart, she heals his scars and teach him how to fly again.  Time flies, and he realizes something change, the authentic bird now already replace the lovely bird in his heart, and his mind.

One day, he came to the authentic bird with bringing her favorite foods and saying..

“I dont know what will happen if you dont came that day. But, since you came to my life, all things change, you make me live again, you colouring the heart that was lonely before, you give me hope and bring the happiness inside. Im flying here cause i want you to know that i love you, as much as this, as much as my effort to fly higher to reach you with my limitation .  I just want you to know that i love you now and forever”

With the silence, She just said “Why?”

He replied gently

“Because its You..

You there when I need a breath, I almost lose my life, I dont believe in love anymore, when I need someone to understand the language of my feelings..

And you are the only medicine of my broken heart & wings..

And I cant find any reason for not loving you, I just find all reason to love you

As I love your warm soul..

Your strong character

Your uniqness

Your toughness

Your imagination

Your dreams

Your quiet

Your simplicity

Your inteligence brain

And the most important thing is the eyes when you look at me that tell million stories I want to know..

*To be continued*


I just want you to know how much you mean for me

Night, after presentation meeting, a different message coming from someone who never absent to say “Good  Morning” , “dont forget to eat”, “you look so tired, just take a rest”, “dont come back home so late, take care of your health” , “I always pray for you so you can be shining in every thing you do”

she touch this deepest heart that day with saying

“Jangan menyerah, kejar cita-citamu ya nak”

these eyes getting to red, as she knows what really matters in life, my dreams. and she always there like want to say,”I know you can”, “Ill always be there for you”

Mom, how lucky I am to have such a great mom like you in my life,  someone who really loves me more than everything, who never give up on me, who accept me as i am, who believe in me..even I never give back the love as much as you give to me; sometimes lately reply your message, never there for you when you miss me, disappoint you with what i say and what I do.

But,deeply in my heart, I just want you to know that you really mean to me, theres none like you and my really cup of tea woman that im looking for, its you, as you are




full of commitment

loving God with all the heart

beautiful inside

love to smile



work hard

willing to sacrifice


willing to love and forgive

this love is given to you, My Inspiration, My Super Mom










My cup of tea :)

a one with imaginations

a one with big dreams

a one with maturity, authenticity, and simplicity

a one with braveness

a one that difficult to talk with

a one with a kind heart

a one with beautiful eyes

a one that really so smart…..

a one that I Pray in every single morning & night..

Thanks for make me feel live again. this song is dedicated to you, *Thanks to blondo febri for your recommendation* LOL

“weeks, I have been crying and crying for weeks
How’d I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat
On my knees
But that’s the moment you came to me
I don’t know what your love has done to me
Think I’m invincible I see
Through the me
I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don’t know what you’re doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Superhuman heart beats in me”

See you 2 years again, after all of our young dream come true!